lords of the woods.

there are things you should never forget.

fortfarande.

forever bedroom

demons know how to break you
when you think everything is fine
you don’t know where you got this idea from
but it hurts and it burns and it tears you up inside, inside

maybe you are right behind me
watching the world revolve in harmony
or deep beneath the luminescent sea
when all that i have is gone
will you leave me, will you leave me be

Seratonin

 

Freedom is an illusion
Generated by your brain
To deadly cut the words
To ever explain

And love is the taste you get
On the tip of your tongue
Better to have loved and lost than
To have lived and never loved anyone

I'd stand in the line of fire for you
I'd bend over backwards for you
I'd do anything that you want me to do
Cause I don't have nothing if i don't have you
My love

And it hurts cause its true

Pain is what keeps your eyes
From closing as the night falls
And is you in your sleep
And wakes you when it gets light

And darkness is like a wave
That sweeps you off your feet
With tears that cut like knives
That are running like rivers down your cheeks

I'd stand in the line of fire for you
I'd bend over backwards for you
I'd do anything that you want me to do
Cause I don't have nothing if i don't have you
My love
And you have to believe me cause it's true

I'd bend over backwards for you
I'd do anything that you want me to do
Cause I don't have nothing if i don't have you
My love
And it only hurts because it's true

Yeah it only hurts because it's true
Yeah it only hurts because it's true

Freedom is an illusion
Generated by your brain
To deadly cut the words
To ever explain

And love is the taste you get
On the tip of your tongue
Better to have loved and lost than
To have lived and never loved anyone

And it only hurts
It only hurts cause it's true

i hear it's quite a craze.

jag är så... avundsjuk.
jag plinkar på kusinens ukulele och funderar på tom.
jag vill också kunna spela (taget från tom milsoms hemsida):

"Ukulele, keyboards (including a vintage Casiotone MT-100), drums, guitar, bass, synthesizers, accordion, kazoo, banjo, mandolin, melodica, omnichord, organ, theremin, glockenspiel, and slide whistle"

meeh... dessutom är det varmt, inte paris varmt, men för varmt för att sitta i en lägenhet mitt i stan.
kanske ta en tur till slottskogen...

slutar klaga nu, går och blåser såpbubblor istället.

bye! x

unicorn kid.

lion hat snart.
och den här killen är underbar;



ny bra musik gör mig lycklig.

death.

 

playlist

 

so frightened of dying
relax yes i’m trying
but fears got a hold on me

i love the quiet of the night time
when the sun is drown in a deathly sea
i can feel my heart beating as i speed from
the sense of time catching up with me
the sky set out like a pathway
but who decides which road we take
as people drift into a dream world
i close my eyes as my hands shake and when i see a new day
who’s driving this anyway
i picture my own grave

cause fears got a hold on me.

electronic renaissance

tänk att belle och sebastian kan göra en så fruktansvärt glad
men också så hemskt ledsen att det känns som om man ska gå av på mitten.
eller kanske bara gurgla ihop till en liten blöt boll av gurgelslem.

jag har bara ginger att tacka för det här.
om jag bara hade mod.
och lite tur.
då jäklar.
sommaren hade vart räddad -
tusen gånger om.

there there.

I watch the stars from my window sill
The whole world is moving and I'm standing still

Woke up and wished that I was dead
With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
The night is here and the day is gone
And the world spins madly on

-

Staying up last night
Going nowhere with my train of thought

toothpaste kisses

very pretty boys.
herr fink och herr hobden.

jag önskar jag hade någon att

spela in ett blandband med

kärlekssånger till.

the blue skies are coming

Varenda gång jag lyssnar på The First Days of Spring får jag gåshud.

Jag blir tårögd och lycklig och sorgsen och allt annat också.

Känslococtail.

Och om jag inte kommer till Oslo eller Köpenhamn i April är våren förstörd.

Our Window - Noah and the Whale

manchester

I felt the world begin
to peel off all my skin
and i felt the weight within
reveal the bigger mess
that you can't fix

oh, lala.

Don't cry child, you've got so much more to live for.

failure - laura marling

scarlett

 

I dream my days away
I dream my days away
oh I just let them pass
I dream my days away

oh don't try to understand me
don't try to understsand me
oh I make believe
I dream my days away

I dream my days away
oh I don't listen to what people say
I let the days go by
while I'm still young I dream my days away
 

aldrig trodde jag att han skulle

tala till mig.

syre

jag mår bra.

fucking fantastic,

med tanke på att det är jag.

och med tanke på att min framtid är

osäkrare än något annat i världen.

men jag klagar inte.

jag njuter.

lyssnar på kate och tom.

pratar med katter,

undviker att prata med människor.

tänker, läser, lyssnar, funderar.

och andas.

det är viktigast av allt.

birds

fortfarande den finaste kärlekssång jag vet.

suddig

 

goddamn.

alex james = awesome.

c:

if i mattered to you

I feel that I am someone, who is irritating people
Hating just another drunken lover, even if I'm not
Your hair is multi-coloured and your eyes are all blood-shot
And I wish that I was special, just like you
But I'm not, but I'm not.  

konsten att använda ord.

tomtomtomtom.

cosmiclatte,

tangerine.

indigo

drink

alltalltallt.

jag är användbar, men bara ett tag.

alla är det.

men varför blir jag kvar?

snällhet.

feghet.

längtan.

ren oförmåga.

jag.

tom.

morgondagen får utröna hur

det kommer att sluta,

då eller senare.

mr harris

if i see a light flashing
could this mean that I’m coming home
if i see a man waving
does this mean that I’m not alone
no?

paper unicorn

i'm sick and in love with you.   

- c.d.i